Return to the Lord – 28.08.2006
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Now playing in head: Always Forever – Donna Lewis
Its Monday, I’ve got work tomorrow so I’m going to try make a short post anyway. I’m working at Expo selling computer accessories, come patronise me or visit me, I’ll appreciate it!
Dad did not let me go to post encounter this yesterday morning, complained I was spending too much time outside; I cannot argue and just followed him out to walk my grandma. Came back from walk just to do more kung fu exercise, I almost fell asleep. I haven’t been sleeping well for the past few days since last wed. Sleep at 2 wake up at 8 go fix computer, cell group and all kind of stuff.
At church, Ps Khong did not preach, he did some ministry time for us. Suffering as I feel very away from God, God hasn’t spoken to me in days. Sometimes I never know what or how he speaks. I visited the alter to place all the things I have been trying to make it fill his rightful place in my heart, [friends, relationships, activities to take that place]. Hopefully, Father is pleased and will speak to me again.
I slept for 13 hours before waking up, taking a haircut and lunch. Sob, I miss my hair. Sorry if I seem so feminine when it comes to hair, I just like my hair. I Envy girls with beautiful long hair which they can keep; I guess I cannot have everything, no more envy! Went out to see Garnet, the poor girl lost 5kg and looks so pale.
I found that we sat and talked more than we walked today. I really enjoyed her company and catching up with her. Poor girl has a history of bad luck these few weeks, sometime ago a glass window fell on her, last sat almost got a heart attack. I better pray harder for her. After dinner, she was so tired, I sent her home. Literally, sending her home is like going from east to west and back. I live in east, she lives in west, what to do; it is an act of concern.
Sleepy, I need rest for tomorrow work. Lord, bless me expand my territory, give me influence over it, let me harvest some people for you, and let your hand be on me, keep me safe from harm and free from pain.
Its Monday, I’ve got work tomorrow so I’m going to try make a short post anyway. I’m working at Expo selling computer accessories, come patronise me or visit me, I’ll appreciate it!
Dad did not let me go to post encounter this yesterday morning, complained I was spending too much time outside; I cannot argue and just followed him out to walk my grandma. Came back from walk just to do more kung fu exercise, I almost fell asleep. I haven’t been sleeping well for the past few days since last wed. Sleep at 2 wake up at 8 go fix computer, cell group and all kind of stuff.
At church, Ps Khong did not preach, he did some ministry time for us. Suffering as I feel very away from God, God hasn’t spoken to me in days. Sometimes I never know what or how he speaks. I visited the alter to place all the things I have been trying to make it fill his rightful place in my heart, [friends, relationships, activities to take that place]. Hopefully, Father is pleased and will speak to me again.
I slept for 13 hours before waking up, taking a haircut and lunch. Sob, I miss my hair. Sorry if I seem so feminine when it comes to hair, I just like my hair. I Envy girls with beautiful long hair which they can keep; I guess I cannot have everything, no more envy! Went out to see Garnet, the poor girl lost 5kg and looks so pale.
I found that we sat and talked more than we walked today. I really enjoyed her company and catching up with her. Poor girl has a history of bad luck these few weeks, sometime ago a glass window fell on her, last sat almost got a heart attack. I better pray harder for her. After dinner, she was so tired, I sent her home. Literally, sending her home is like going from east to west and back. I live in east, she lives in west, what to do; it is an act of concern.
Sleepy, I need rest for tomorrow work. Lord, bless me expand my territory, give me influence over it, let me harvest some people for you, and let your hand be on me, keep me safe from harm and free from pain.
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