The New Beginning and Discovery
Author: Jeneral // Category:
Welcome to the start of a new chapter of my life and my written life as well. I'm very happy to say that God has touched me in various ways. He has given me a vision, a new hope, a new strength, a renewed faith and has taken away my emptiness and replaced it with assurance.
However, after all the wonderful things that have come true, God has moved me out of my comfort zone and sent me stumbling into un-chartered territory. By doing so, he tries to test me and ask me if I have anything that needs to be told to him. I have but 1 big secret on my hands right now and by not declaring it, the weight of it is heavier and heavier. YCYP meeting today has told me that any load is heavier if you bear it by yourself and lighter if you tell God.
I started today with a dream, a dream where a snake bites my hand and I find no medicine available nearby. This snake has much significance and the more I think about it, the more I think it makes sense. At first, I thought it to be the snake from "The Shaggy Dog", that barking cobra from the movie I watched today with Garnet. But after the YCYP meeting, I recall that this snake could be the snake of fear (Told to me by Ps Cesar) and I have been poisoned and I need healing which no medicine can cure except spiritual healing. The spirit of conquest is now replaced by a spirit of fear; I need to remove it by confessing it before the lord.
"He is my very present help in time of need." I should have nothing to fear and yet why do I fear. A little voice in my head tells me that you are my secret and to lose you would be terrible. That is the fear which has surfaced after a recent discovery at Sun-Tec. That is followed by the asking of my website address by Papa. Fear is rising.
I have a small idea of who I can call to church this Sunday, but I need my spirit of conquest back.
I'm thinking about.
1. Do you have a dream?
2. How to help in online and game addictions?
3. How to help your Papa fulfil his dream?
Lord, bless me, guide me and open doors for me. Give me a dream. Speak to me. Help me understand you. Open up my spiritual eyes, let me see the multitude.
I enjoyed myself today
Our plans were off
A discovery was made
Stand by me and we will pull though
I Love you!
However, after all the wonderful things that have come true, God has moved me out of my comfort zone and sent me stumbling into un-chartered territory. By doing so, he tries to test me and ask me if I have anything that needs to be told to him. I have but 1 big secret on my hands right now and by not declaring it, the weight of it is heavier and heavier. YCYP meeting today has told me that any load is heavier if you bear it by yourself and lighter if you tell God.
I started today with a dream, a dream where a snake bites my hand and I find no medicine available nearby. This snake has much significance and the more I think about it, the more I think it makes sense. At first, I thought it to be the snake from "The Shaggy Dog", that barking cobra from the movie I watched today with Garnet. But after the YCYP meeting, I recall that this snake could be the snake of fear (Told to me by Ps Cesar) and I have been poisoned and I need healing which no medicine can cure except spiritual healing. The spirit of conquest is now replaced by a spirit of fear; I need to remove it by confessing it before the lord.
"He is my very present help in time of need." I should have nothing to fear and yet why do I fear. A little voice in my head tells me that you are my secret and to lose you would be terrible. That is the fear which has surfaced after a recent discovery at Sun-Tec. That is followed by the asking of my website address by Papa. Fear is rising.
I have a small idea of who I can call to church this Sunday, but I need my spirit of conquest back.
I'm thinking about.
1. Do you have a dream?
2. How to help in online and game addictions?
3. How to help your Papa fulfil his dream?
Lord, bless me, guide me and open doors for me. Give me a dream. Speak to me. Help me understand you. Open up my spiritual eyes, let me see the multitude.
I enjoyed myself today
Our plans were off
A discovery was made
Stand by me and we will pull though
I Love you!
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