Temptation of the mask 16.07.2006
Author: Jeneral // Category:
Well, it has been a busy 2 week, 2 days, 20 hours, 2 minutes, 2 seconds since I last posted. A lot has happened, I have been to encounter camp, gone to my spiritual dad's graduation, visited a friend's 21st birthday, drank my first hard alcohol, wait I think it was a cherves with soda water, got shocked cause suddenly so many people in school know I am attached to a princess (including LOL).
It is been rather stressful, balancing families (biological and spiritual), friends, school, activities and rest. I am being broken down, so much till to extend, I feel like crying on the inside. Believe me there is no point in crying on the outside for its all for show, if tears could turn back time, I would have cried till my eyes were dry. I guess its just self pressure, from trying to perform in my studies to trying to maintain good relationships with families, classmates, and friends and of course my princess too.
I feel like dropping everything that's eating my time up, may it be outings, gatherings, interest groups (CCA), just maintain basics, school, family, church and maybe an outing or 2 a week. I just need better time management. In the meanwhile, I'll try uploading a smiley face mask; I cannot go around looking dazed 1/2 of the time, it is going to affect my studies and relationships further. In the meanwhile, I'll try to reflect a little more in whatever free time I may get my hands on.
Let us start at the beginning after the post on Leo's birthday. I think I have managed to spend a little more time with my princess, sometimes, I feel like we are from different time zones, so rare to meet up nowadays, so it was a nice opportunity to meet up. The weekend on the 7th was spent over at NUS, encountering God's presence. Really felt blessed by the impartation of the Holy Spirit and the tearing up of the sin list.
With 2 test the following week, it was amazing that we still had time to meet up, almost everyday was spent outside. My bible studies (cell) were held at NUS on wed, my spiritual dad's graduated from NUS on Thursday. My 2nd test was held on Friday and after that I had to hurry home to fix dinner for that misbehaving brother of mine. Saturday was spent at home, except for the evening, which was spent at Rad’s Birthday! Woo Happy Birthday! Woo, Happy Birthday Nat + Su Ming too! Nijo danced at Rad's party, Woo! Wait till I get that film from Rad's bro. *Evil cackle.
Either way, that is my 2 weeks for you, I hope that you enjoyed reading the chronicles of Jeneral. It might be a while before I next post, I'm still trying to search for myself.
Missing my princess
Jeneral Out
It is been rather stressful, balancing families (biological and spiritual), friends, school, activities and rest. I am being broken down, so much till to extend, I feel like crying on the inside. Believe me there is no point in crying on the outside for its all for show, if tears could turn back time, I would have cried till my eyes were dry. I guess its just self pressure, from trying to perform in my studies to trying to maintain good relationships with families, classmates, and friends and of course my princess too.
I feel like dropping everything that's eating my time up, may it be outings, gatherings, interest groups (CCA), just maintain basics, school, family, church and maybe an outing or 2 a week. I just need better time management. In the meanwhile, I'll try uploading a smiley face mask; I cannot go around looking dazed 1/2 of the time, it is going to affect my studies and relationships further. In the meanwhile, I'll try to reflect a little more in whatever free time I may get my hands on.
Let us start at the beginning after the post on Leo's birthday. I think I have managed to spend a little more time with my princess, sometimes, I feel like we are from different time zones, so rare to meet up nowadays, so it was a nice opportunity to meet up. The weekend on the 7th was spent over at NUS, encountering God's presence. Really felt blessed by the impartation of the Holy Spirit and the tearing up of the sin list.
With 2 test the following week, it was amazing that we still had time to meet up, almost everyday was spent outside. My bible studies (cell) were held at NUS on wed, my spiritual dad's graduated from NUS on Thursday. My 2nd test was held on Friday and after that I had to hurry home to fix dinner for that misbehaving brother of mine. Saturday was spent at home, except for the evening, which was spent at Rad’s Birthday! Woo Happy Birthday! Woo, Happy Birthday Nat + Su Ming too! Nijo danced at Rad's party, Woo! Wait till I get that film from Rad's bro. *Evil cackle.
Either way, that is my 2 weeks for you, I hope that you enjoyed reading the chronicles of Jeneral. It might be a while before I next post, I'm still trying to search for myself.
Missing my princess
Jeneral Out
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