The Knight Lost 04.11.06
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The Knight Lost 04.11.06
Now playing in head: Goong (Princess Hours) – Soundtrack
It has been a busy week for me; with Choir Practice on Thursday leaving me with sore arms and a UT on Friday leaving me with a tired mind. Later I will be going for the YCYPAO tribe outing. I think I will continue to be tired throughout the week. The good news is that there is only 4 weeks more to the holidays; the only problem is how I am going to make it there.
I used to be able to speak my mind around you. I used to be able to share freely and not be criticized. I could confirm things without being accused of forgetting things. I used to be able to enjoy sharing my emotions and feelings and enjoy hearing you speak your mind that I may not be too sensitive or get upset over your choice of words.
I am not a “Himbo” sort character, all body and no brains. But somehow, I have been made out to be such a character, unable to express my feelings and thoughts for fear of causing a conflict. It is just like physically there for you but unable to have feelings, able to listen to words but have no feeling, able to have a conversation but no comments. If I wanted no conflicts, should I give you a computer?
The best part of this, I won’t tell you that a part is missing from your Knight. A part sacrificed to keep the peace, so that there will be lesser conflicts and lesser pain in you heart. Without know about this lost, you won’t have to feel bad either, so perhaps this could be the best part.
I’m just talking crap. Ignore this post.
Jeneral Out!
Now playing in head: Goong (Princess Hours) – Soundtrack
It has been a busy week for me; with Choir Practice on Thursday leaving me with sore arms and a UT on Friday leaving me with a tired mind. Later I will be going for the YCYPAO tribe outing. I think I will continue to be tired throughout the week. The good news is that there is only 4 weeks more to the holidays; the only problem is how I am going to make it there.
I used to be able to speak my mind around you. I used to be able to share freely and not be criticized. I could confirm things without being accused of forgetting things. I used to be able to enjoy sharing my emotions and feelings and enjoy hearing you speak your mind that I may not be too sensitive or get upset over your choice of words.
I am not a “Himbo” sort character, all body and no brains. But somehow, I have been made out to be such a character, unable to express my feelings and thoughts for fear of causing a conflict. It is just like physically there for you but unable to have feelings, able to listen to words but have no feeling, able to have a conversation but no comments. If I wanted no conflicts, should I give you a computer?
The best part of this, I won’t tell you that a part is missing from your Knight. A part sacrificed to keep the peace, so that there will be lesser conflicts and lesser pain in you heart. Without know about this lost, you won’t have to feel bad either, so perhaps this could be the best part.
I’m just talking crap. Ignore this post.
Jeneral Out!
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