Who cares? 11.01.06
Now playing in head: w-inds – ageha
I had a very late leader’s meeting last night. Slept late, woke up early, felt terrible.
For the entire week, it has been late nights for me; this second week of school has been a very busy week for me. This resulted in me feeling just too tired and laidback to have interest for anything. This includes studying. It is just worrying.
I have been helping out with the open house for my CCA, and staying back to try organize how we are going to survey the population and count the number of people that enter the hall and figure out how to sort them.
Sometimes, it’s just hard to be an advisor. I can try giving advice to people and they just are so obstinate they either just ignore my advice and continue on with what they are doing or just listen half-heartedly and go back to do what they think is right. Just that sometimes they do their own thing to their own demise and get sick or hurt and all that and I really can’t do anything since I already warned them.
Wonder who cares about me though, who will advise me? My spiritual dad is always busy and far away. A phone call away doesn’t always work. Sitting on the 9th floor of RPC, I stared out into the distance as the leaders played pool and foos ball. Silence ensures.
Now playing in head: w-inds – ageha
I had a very late leader’s meeting last night. Slept late, woke up early, felt terrible.
For the entire week, it has been late nights for me; this second week of school has been a very busy week for me. This resulted in me feeling just too tired and laidback to have interest for anything. This includes studying. It is just worrying.
I have been helping out with the open house for my CCA, and staying back to try organize how we are going to survey the population and count the number of people that enter the hall and figure out how to sort them.
Sometimes, it’s just hard to be an advisor. I can try giving advice to people and they just are so obstinate they either just ignore my advice and continue on with what they are doing or just listen half-heartedly and go back to do what they think is right. Just that sometimes they do their own thing to their own demise and get sick or hurt and all that and I really can’t do anything since I already warned them.
Wonder who cares about me though, who will advise me? My spiritual dad is always busy and far away. A phone call away doesn’t always work. Sitting on the 9th floor of RPC, I stared out into the distance as the leaders played pool and foos ball. Silence ensures.
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