Where did the Holidays go?
Author: Jeneral // Category:
Ah, it’s the 2nd depressing day of school for me. I can’t understand why I did so miserably in the 2nd Computing UT. I had it mostly in my head and all the calculations I thought I could have done already, but just slipped my mind at the moment. I can’t say I did my best because at most I would just score 11/30 for the dam test. I was like dam, didn’t I prepare so long for such a test but all lost in a moment of struggle. It was like so doable and quite easy looking, yet I failed such a simple test.
I better pay more attention in Ben’s class, but he simply puts me to sleep and my math isn’t exactly my strongest subject. I prefer my English and Sciences, I would love to do a language elective if they offered but they don’t. What is wrong with my life this year, it’s just 4 days into the New Year and this happens.
1st day back and I got Leonard and my best friend in this school disturbing me all the way back to my train destination. I need to learn how to cope with unexpected situations. I need to learn how to handle an out of control situation when it comes to my friends. It’s like what the hell is wrong with this year. But it’s not like me to go ranting and raving the start of a new year away. I think its time for some changes and of course some optimism which will help motivates me along the way.
I wish I could just throw my reality self away and replace myself with a fantasy double. The double need not have any super powers and such, but it should be a more friendly more personal, more fearless, more of the not me. Why I want to be more different, well, I guess myself isn’t enough to face the world. It’s all in the insecurities.
I better pay more attention in Ben’s class, but he simply puts me to sleep and my math isn’t exactly my strongest subject. I prefer my English and Sciences, I would love to do a language elective if they offered but they don’t. What is wrong with my life this year, it’s just 4 days into the New Year and this happens.
1st day back and I got Leonard and my best friend in this school disturbing me all the way back to my train destination. I need to learn how to cope with unexpected situations. I need to learn how to handle an out of control situation when it comes to my friends. It’s like what the hell is wrong with this year. But it’s not like me to go ranting and raving the start of a new year away. I think its time for some changes and of course some optimism which will help motivates me along the way.
I wish I could just throw my reality self away and replace myself with a fantasy double. The double need not have any super powers and such, but it should be a more friendly more personal, more fearless, more of the not me. Why I want to be more different, well, I guess myself isn’t enough to face the world. It’s all in the insecurities.
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