When The Iron Mask Broke
Author: Jeneral // Category:
Here I am, on the receiving end of the damage again. At least I know someone up there cares for me, this is his lesson to me. I told him, everything I did, I did it for him, that this life, I would lead for him. I relapsed into my mask, when on last Sunday I just gave it up.
Friday, I went back into my mask. The damage has been done. I got hurt in the end. He does not approve leading a life of lies for him. In him there is no darkness, only light. This is his lesson to me, that this mask should never be used again. Even if it is for modesty; modesty is not dishonesty.
Will the truth set me free? I sure hope so. God, I lost my trust in others, I feel they lost trust in me too. God set me free, deliver me, I am a CMI case (I cannot make it), but with you I surely can. See this image of myself, I discard it, I want your image of me. I want you to purify my heart, give me the strength to obey, give me the miracles that I seek. God, I will take the first step, pave the way before me that it will be free from obstacles, follow after me and give your anointing.
You are the God of Jacob. The God of Jacob, the God who met Jacob while he had nothing, and deserved nothing but wrath, who gave him everything. Happy indeed are they who have such a God for their God. You are such a great God, even though I have done nothing to be worthy of your love, yet you still let me prosper. You give me life, health, friends to fall back to, family, spiritual family, a princess and fellowship and much more. Lord, I am broken, I cry out to you for help and forgiveness.
http://www.pbministries.org/books/pink/Miscellaneous/god_of_jacob.htm
Give me the faith to seek that image of yours, heart to do the work that you give, obey through the obstacles in my way and anoint that I may succeed. God, even as I drain myself to give you 100%, 900% of factors are external and influenced by you, I can only give you 100%, I pray you give me that 900% to make me complete and maintain me. Amen
Friday, I went back into my mask. The damage has been done. I got hurt in the end. He does not approve leading a life of lies for him. In him there is no darkness, only light. This is his lesson to me, that this mask should never be used again. Even if it is for modesty; modesty is not dishonesty.
Will the truth set me free? I sure hope so. God, I lost my trust in others, I feel they lost trust in me too. God set me free, deliver me, I am a CMI case (I cannot make it), but with you I surely can. See this image of myself, I discard it, I want your image of me. I want you to purify my heart, give me the strength to obey, give me the miracles that I seek. God, I will take the first step, pave the way before me that it will be free from obstacles, follow after me and give your anointing.
You are the God of Jacob. The God of Jacob, the God who met Jacob while he had nothing, and deserved nothing but wrath, who gave him everything. Happy indeed are they who have such a God for their God. You are such a great God, even though I have done nothing to be worthy of your love, yet you still let me prosper. You give me life, health, friends to fall back to, family, spiritual family, a princess and fellowship and much more. Lord, I am broken, I cry out to you for help and forgiveness.
http://www.pbministries.org/books/pink/Miscellaneous/god_of_jacob.htm
Give me the faith to seek that image of yours, heart to do the work that you give, obey through the obstacles in my way and anoint that I may succeed. God, even as I drain myself to give you 100%, 900% of factors are external and influenced by you, I can only give you 100%, I pray you give me that 900% to make me complete and maintain me. Amen
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