I Hate This Feeling 15.05.06
Author: Jeneral // Category:
I absolutely detest this. I hate being backed into a corner. Why do people keep finding ways to disturb me. Stop taunting and teasing me. I don't need this extra pressure. I am forced to tell something else or the truth.
The truth jeopardizes everything. I want to tell you all everything in my uttermost sincerity and truth. Lord I want to worship you in spirit and Truth. Yet I keep causing you pain, I guess you want me to feel pain too. Everytime I sin, everytime I lie, I nail you to the cross, I want to point at those people who put me in that corner, but then it's just me isn't it.
I doubt people actually read this. But perhaps at this moment of loss. This is what I want to say. Please don't make me lie again.
My AChem UT has been screwed.
(I was seriously stunned, I could not read nor understand)
An exposure was almost created.
(Not like they or me care, they either know abit or doubt me anyway)
My faith shattered.
Where is my Lord?
I need guidance. I need deliverance. I don't know what I need anymore.
The truth jeopardizes everything. I want to tell you all everything in my uttermost sincerity and truth. Lord I want to worship you in spirit and Truth. Yet I keep causing you pain, I guess you want me to feel pain too. Everytime I sin, everytime I lie, I nail you to the cross, I want to point at those people who put me in that corner, but then it's just me isn't it.
I doubt people actually read this. But perhaps at this moment of loss. This is what I want to say. Please don't make me lie again.
My AChem UT has been screwed.
(I was seriously stunned, I could not read nor understand)
An exposure was almost created.
(Not like they or me care, they either know abit or doubt me anyway)
My faith shattered.
Where is my Lord?
I need guidance. I need deliverance. I don't know what I need anymore.
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