Crystallised time 30.09.2006
Author: Jeneral // Category:
Now playing in head – if I could turn back time
Recently, at the YCYPAO 144 meeting on Wednesday, I realised that I have been just going on and on about life, not stopping to check my progress. I may have left the path which God wants me to lead and I still will not know because I have not the time to stop and look back.
On the bus back home yesterday, I was so tired out after school, after this whole week and we did not have any band practice that I fell asleep on the bus, during that 30 mins, it felt like time stopped. In my mind this electric blue crystal appeared, in it I saw the past few weeks, its all been so hectic, so fast, that in the history of time, everything is blurry or blank, when I woke up, I was just a stop away from my bus stop. The Blue crystal was still tormenting me in my mind.
Band practice has been really intensive and I had practice almost every night except for Friday and Wednesday. I mean it was really necessary to learn all those songs before I go perform. But I found that while it ate up the timing I had in the night to use to chat and invite people over MSN. It also causes me not to check my announcements which resulted in me not bring my lab coat during my lab session yesterday. It really caused me lots of trouble.
Besides that, I’ve been really tired recently and that has not helped me to invite any more people. Really bless that yesterday, in a spur of the moment, I asked those in my team to go, some said they would think about it and I jotted down their contacts. Maybe it is an act of God.
Nothing much to report this week, just that I’ve been really busy, too busy to check mail, chat on MSN and even to check my school announcements much less spend time with princess and my family. It is not a good thing.
Miracle weekend tomorrow so I pray in my honesty that God blesses this event that my friends shall come and blessed by the Father that loves us so much. Lord, I claim the ground which I stand on as yours, let your blessings flow and use me to enrich the land with your goodness, that I may bring forth a great golden harvest into your kingdom. Father you know my heart, and I pray for your spirit to speak to me, bless me and keep me safe from harm and free from all pain.
Recently, at the YCYPAO 144 meeting on Wednesday, I realised that I have been just going on and on about life, not stopping to check my progress. I may have left the path which God wants me to lead and I still will not know because I have not the time to stop and look back.
On the bus back home yesterday, I was so tired out after school, after this whole week and we did not have any band practice that I fell asleep on the bus, during that 30 mins, it felt like time stopped. In my mind this electric blue crystal appeared, in it I saw the past few weeks, its all been so hectic, so fast, that in the history of time, everything is blurry or blank, when I woke up, I was just a stop away from my bus stop. The Blue crystal was still tormenting me in my mind.
Band practice has been really intensive and I had practice almost every night except for Friday and Wednesday. I mean it was really necessary to learn all those songs before I go perform. But I found that while it ate up the timing I had in the night to use to chat and invite people over MSN. It also causes me not to check my announcements which resulted in me not bring my lab coat during my lab session yesterday. It really caused me lots of trouble.
Besides that, I’ve been really tired recently and that has not helped me to invite any more people. Really bless that yesterday, in a spur of the moment, I asked those in my team to go, some said they would think about it and I jotted down their contacts. Maybe it is an act of God.
Nothing much to report this week, just that I’ve been really busy, too busy to check mail, chat on MSN and even to check my school announcements much less spend time with princess and my family. It is not a good thing.
Miracle weekend tomorrow so I pray in my honesty that God blesses this event that my friends shall come and blessed by the Father that loves us so much. Lord, I claim the ground which I stand on as yours, let your blessings flow and use me to enrich the land with your goodness, that I may bring forth a great golden harvest into your kingdom. Father you know my heart, and I pray for your spirit to speak to me, bless me and keep me safe from harm and free from all pain.
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